Referral

So, I went into the Doctor's today. Turns out, while looking in my left ear, the doctor was unable to see my ear drum at all! This is not good. She saw plenty of red and angry stuff going on in there, but no ear drum was visible. While my right ear drum was fine and easy to see, on my left - well, there was basically just a hole there. Wondering whether my ear drum is somehow pushed back, my doctor is referring me to an Ear/Nose/Mouth specialist to check me out. She is concerned because I'm so young and have already experienced my 2nd ear drum rupture in my left ear. She mentioned, maybe needing to put a "tube in there," which freaked me out.

Prayers would be appreciated. Seriously. I don't want to lose any more of my hearing. And the pain's not peachy either.