I am trying (oh so) not to fall off the line. I am waiting to act and scared for when I must, while also wanting nothing more than for it to be over and done. Eyelids are heavier than other days and lighter than some and I would do well to find a way through the mess I created and erase the chalk to start afresh. I am trying, but everything just takes longly and waiting is required. Waiting and acting, waiting and acting is the drone and I don't like its hypnotizing angst. Now it is only 10 minutes until my acting and this is the one of which I am most wary and makes my heart quake in my chest a bit and my left eye twitch for a split second and then fall still in somberness. This is the one that cannot be trusted, but must be hoped. And I am afraid that waiting will follow.
Let it find its end so I may be on my way.
{photograph taken by b. a. s. ~ august 2010}
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