blank

today, there were no friends to be found

ones i saw, saw not me

maybe they meant to, maybe they meant exactly

as it was

(for everything is not about me)

after all

but i feel too tired to support anyone!

i bid the yelling, stop

i've no more ears for it

singing does not hypnotize for long

and i forgot to try anyway

in rebellion, i fought against finding something soothing

tonight is for alone

and i want to be