Monday, January 31, 2011


today, there were no friends to be found
ones i saw, saw not me
maybe they meant to, maybe they meant exactly
as it was
(for everything is not about me)
after all

but i feel too tired to support anyone!

i bid the yelling, stop
i've no more ears for it
singing does not hypnotize for long
and i forgot to try anyway
in rebellion, i fought against finding something soothing

tonight is for alone
and i want to be