Wednesday, September 30, 2009

$3.99 + a drink

Sitting in a Starbucks paying $3.99 + a drink to use the internet for 2 hours. ::sigh:: The internet is out at my place and today's due date for all my bills. So, don't really have a choice. Since I paid for 2 hours, I want to get my money's worth because $3.99 + a drink is a lot to me. And, it's freeeezing in here.


It's about time I blogged anyways.

It's been such a long, hard, ridiculous day that I couldn't go into it if I wanted to, because I'd probably end up crying (more out of frustration than anything else) and I'm not up to it... even if it might make me feel better. You have to weigh the pros and cons with tears sometimes. Not all the time, but sometimes.

Unalterable time to
trade
waste
change

Unfocused thoughts to
compile
sort
use for good

Unrelenting fatigue to
notice
acknowledge
appease

I think I need to re-evaluate my life and think about the fact that every day, I'm fatigued.

1 comments:

Matt said...

I agree with your conclusion. Let me know if you ever want to talk about it.